Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Poem's for Duffy (Kissy face, kissy face, kissy face)


I.          
When I was younger I began
Putting daydreams to paper,
Imagining the perfect date:

Christian and Julie (though originally Sage)
Planted a garden, and then
Returned indoors to read a book together.

Lazy Sunday sun shines down on their couch
Where their feet and legs mingle in the middle
Each going at their own pace, munching on apples.

Now that I have you
Fantasy becomes reality.
Though the structure is veered, it is
Perfect in its own unique fashion.

II.          

You play video games on your Xbox.
 An activity I don’t participate in,
 While I enjoy quietly reading my book.

 Video games are not my forte, and
 It’s sometimes hard for me to grasp why
 You play video games on your Xbox.

 Though you’ve tried to read with me,
 Divergent, you still look at me in curiosity
 While I enjoy quietly reading my book.

 But, because I adore you, I don’t complain
 When sitting on the couch, simply watching
 You play video games on your Xbox.

 And, since you adore me, and
 Want me at your side, you do work,
 While I enjoy quietly reading my book.

 They say do what you love,
 So we do, but do it with who we love—
 You play video games on your Xbox,
 While I enjoy quietly read my book.


III.

Our greatest fights are food oriented.
We love to eat out,
Especially at local joints we discovered by chance or recommendation.
But, we always have the hardest time deciding.

You complain about being hungry,
About not knowing what to do,
Debating health and taste,
And I try to sit back and calmly
Let you work it out and decide.

Of course, this isn’t a great tactic,
You are always aware of me,
Always taking care of me,
Therefore, always turning to me and asking,
“Where do you want to go?”

While you lay on the floor,
Or face plant into a pillow,
Or stubbornly wait for me to give an answer,
I will say I don’t care and list off the food I want—
It’s usually noodles—
But I avoid definitive answers that make the decision.

You complain some more,
I try to force you into a decision,
We may yell,
We may fall into hangry silence,
Scrolling through lists of best restaurants and menus,
Or sometimes Instagram.

These aren’t our best moments,
And it is aggravating how hard it can be
To just decide where the hell we’re gonna eat at that moment.

But in the end,
We end up on the same team,
Because of our love—
Our love for food is united and determined.

I can remember times when
Moments before we’d been upset at this battle,
But somehow ended up holding hands, giggling with joy,
Singing about food,
And just generally excited to be friends again,
And ecstatic about the prospects of a good meal,
And pleased with ourselves to have made the fucking decision. 

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